Monday, December 28, 2009


I love it when women talk like trash in cheap polyester dresses and synthetic wigs!

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Monday, December 21, 2009

Lola has a new home

I feel a little sad about it. We found someone willing to adopt her. I hope that she does alright. I have never given a pet away that I have kept for a while. We had Lola for over 2 1/2 years. I was at my wits end with the damage both cats were doing to my house. She didn't like the $300 litter box I bought so I had 2 litter boxes for a year and it was a mess! It will be nice to be able to have people over with out having to check and make sure her ass didn't piss on the floor next to the litter box. She was the nasty.

But she was sweet too. She would come when you called. She would touch me on my leg while I was doing homework and check on me. She was sweet in her own way. I will miss how she would carry her toy monkey around like it was a baby and sleep next to it.

I miss her..she was my baby girl and I couldn't handle her..

Thursday, December 17, 2009


Make-up inspiration

Smokey eye bright red lips..

Going to do a video on this look..

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Hello Excuse Me

But is this mic on?? Testing..1..2...3.. ::ahem::

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Depression Tests

I took a couple and they all say I have moderate depression. I always feel guilty about feelings of depression like God will give me something to be depressed about and I need to suck it up. I do feel blah about everything. I get excited about something and it quickly dissipates. I have no desire to do anything. I just want to isolate all the time. I literally fight urges to just go somewhere and not come home. Earlier I wanted to get in my car and go binge on burgers. Ain't that nutty? But laziness kept my ass right in this house. It has absolutely nothing to do with anyone else just me and my quirks.

Im a crazy cow.

Monday, December 7, 2009


He is not happy. He is not happy. He is not happy ass can't sleep

It is damn near 5 in the morning and I am wide awake. So yeah FML. Finals this week and next. Wish me luck because I am going to need it. Now sure if this semester will be a 4.0 one unless I can pull all A's on these exams.

I am stuck

I still have not lost anymore god darn weight! I have been stuck for 2 weeks now! Son of a bitch.