- Had a healthy baby girl
- I lost my job
- I still don't have a job
- I have loved being a stay at home mom
- I still have not lost all my pregnancy weight
- It is lonely sometimes
- I am natural now
- I still love my husband
- I am blessed, blessed, blessed.
Diary of A Moonchild
Thursday, December 19, 2013
My baby girl
Wow last time I posted here it was before I had my baby girl so let me catch you up.
Thursday, April 25, 2013
I know I haven't posted in a while
A while might be understating it. So let me catch you up. I am pregnant and my baby is due in less than a month. It has been a rough pregnancy. I broke my ankle in my 7th month. I gained a lot of weight. Cried about it. I cry about everything actually. I have been off from work since. I am okay with that. I hate that fucking job and those insane people. I don't know what I am going to do after I have the baby. I won't have any FMLA time left. It sucks. The thought of putting my child in day care is so upsetting. I suppose they could fire me if I don't return. I would be okay with that, if I can get unemployment.
I am having a girl. I am ready for her to come out. I want my body back to myself. Pregnancy is not for me. I am not made for birthing babies.
That is about it.
I am having a girl. I am ready for her to come out. I want my body back to myself. Pregnancy is not for me. I am not made for birthing babies.
That is about it.
Saturday, March 10, 2012
Damn my posting here went down quite a bit
I guess Tumblr takes up more time. I don't write much because sometimes I feel like everything is stuck on negative. I am always complaining about something rather it be my job or my weight. I feel like I am just making it. What a waste of the precious time I have on this earth.
In July I will be married 5 years. Time flew by really. I really would like for us to take a trip. A proper honeymoon. We got married and carried on with our lives. I think our wedding for 15 minutes! We have been looking into St. Croix, Jamaica, Puerto Rico and Costa Rica. It's hard making a decision. I think we are leaning towards Jamaica because they have a lot of all-inclusive resorts. We are saving money so we will just have to see. We will need at least $3000 for the both of us to have a decent vacation.
In July I will be married 5 years. Time flew by really. I really would like for us to take a trip. A proper honeymoon. We got married and carried on with our lives. I think our wedding for 15 minutes! We have been looking into St. Croix, Jamaica, Puerto Rico and Costa Rica. It's hard making a decision. I think we are leaning towards Jamaica because they have a lot of all-inclusive resorts. We are saving money so we will just have to see. We will need at least $3000 for the both of us to have a decent vacation.
Friday, March 2, 2012
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Happy New Year!
Well, let me bulletpoint this shit because I can't be bothered.
- I still work at the University. I go back to work tomorrow. Ugh I don't want to, that place is so negative. As soon as I get an opportunity, I am transferring out that department. I love the school. I just don't like working in Admissions.
- Trying to lose weight again! Fuck, I just keep getting bigger and bigger. I feel if Janet can lose weight 10 times I should be able to do it once 1 good time.
- Still married, still in love with husband. My sex drive is in the toilet tho. I think it is due to the weight gain. I don't feel sexy or attractive. I just want to hide in this house. NOT good.
- For Christmas I got 6 pairs of pumps. I can't wait to wear them all to work!
- Currently reading the Hunger Games, it's pretty good.
- I am going to try and do the Insanity workout. That shit is brutal. Especially for my out of shape ass.
- What are you guys up too?
Monday, July 4, 2011
I forget to post over here
I swear y'all just need to get on tumblr but I just wanted to say the good news. I finally got a job!!!! After 6 damn months of looking and filling out application. I am back in higher education which is what I wanted. I start work Tuesday! I decided to get right into it. I have had 6 months of keeping vampire hours. Play time is over! I am so happy because I really wanted that job. They offered my job on my birthday! I was so depressed. The call was right on time!! That bitch Sallie Mae was breathing down my throat. What a relief I tell you. There are so many things we have been putting off due to me not having any funds!
How have you guys been?
How have you guys been?
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Master Cleanse
I did that shit for 10 days. I have never fantasized about food like I did those 10 days. I don't know how in the hell people could it for 20 or 40 days. I lost ten pounds that I probably will gain back. I am trying to cut my calories I just need to do the working out part. I can not believe how chunky my black ass got. I suppose I have eating sadness. I feel like such a loser. I made a pact with my friend for us to lose 10 lbs by our bday June 28. I would feel so much better about myself. Shit maybe I should just go sit down somewhere and have some babies.
I'm so stressed
I have been looking for work since January. This year has just sucked but I hate to say that out loud as something worst might happen. I am starting to get student loan payment requests and it makes me break out in a sweat. I owe so much money! Between the loans I had left over from my associates and completing my bachelors. I need 2 damn jobs! I have only had about 4 sit down interviews and all were disappointing. I am trying not to get so sad about it.
I want to flee the country and never come back...
I want to flee the country and never come back...
Saturday, April 23, 2011
Fooling around with make up
Today I decided to do my video for my contest on youtube. I am giving away an apron I made. I requested a vintage look because the apron is kind of vintage in style. I need something to do with my time. Sunday I am shooting a girl in her prom dress. I charged her next to nothing. I really don't have confidence in my photography. I am not really a portrait or fashion photographer. So we will see.
Here is my beat face! The earrings I am wearing are made my Selima, check out her website
http://www.beautyonblast101.com/
Monday, April 18, 2011
I'm sewing now
Still no job...how long have I been looking now since I graduated in December? Yes, honey no one wants to hire my black ass. So I have been keeping myself busy. I started sewing again. I haven't sewn since high school. I don't even want to tell you how long ago that was. I am starting out slow. Sometimes the instructions on the patters are so confusing. I have been having to negro rig the waistbands on my aprons. Here is my first sewing project.
It's a vintage styled apron. I think it is cute. I am in the process of sewing another one for a give away on my youtube channel. I am still very much a beginner at this but it is fun and I like to create.
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